Morphing into Mama's

After a month my child was born, I often had the urge to beat up with my husband. "Isn't motherhood wonderful?"..that's what my husband always ask...It wasn't that I hated him because of that question; it's just that I haven't slept in over a month. My nipples are constantly dripping. I'm never alone, and all I want to do is go to Tesco, drink a latte in Coffee House, and surfing internet. " In reality, I just nodded, faked a smile, and became extremely interested in the cantaloupe mound to my left.

Don’t get me wrong. It’s not that I didn’t love my newborn. I just couldn’t honestly say that I was "in love" with him. After all, I had just met him. “I’m so in love with my baby.” “I could just eat her all up.”